The insanity of it all...

There are decisions we all must make that truly are difficult. Mired in the emotions of ones heart, is the sensibility of it all. We know that when the decision is made it either just feels right or it haunts us for eternity. It is apparent that not every decision made from the shoulders up is the right one. If we choose to ignore our hearts our minds are left to make the logical, safe and somewhat easy choice. Decisions of the heart are never easy and always come at a cost. It is this cost we weigh so carefully. Remembering the pain and disappointment never is comfortable. The emotional toll we endure can best be described as the means to an end, but only if unconditional love ever finds it way back.  It easily washes away the frustration and is the cure-all for all that ails a broken heart, ... it only takes three words and a smile. So what if life threw a curve and offered you back what was once lost? What decision does one make? We often times float through our lives window shopping in a fantasy world where we belive that "what ifs",  "if I only did that" or maybe if i just said this all would have been mmmm. Truth be told, many of these fantasies never really come true. We wall in these dreams never sharing their true meaning to a single person. Its only when we look at ourselves in the mirror do we truly see the insanity of what we sometimes wish for. Ask yourself this: what if the world of fantasy did come around? What if all that was lost finally came back and asked for that chance you dreamed of while floating aimlessly in the clouds of doubt? Could you react and take a leap of faith or would you be so scared that the words yes could never even be muttered? The insanity of it all is that these chances rarely come our way, if and when they do, we need to act in heroic fashion. It may not be fair to others nor to loved ones but we get only one shot at this life and it was meant to be lived to its fullest. Say yes, jump hard and fast, breathe slowly and kiss deeply. For if they can make your world stop then the decision was right. Never pass up  the chance for that moment or regret can eat away and muddle that which is all around you. Be honest, truthful and above all never give up for if you do then the what ifs will haunt your every waking moment.And the truly insane thing is... we have all been there...

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